Halfway point

So in an effort to let all this agitation go, I'm gonna write it out.

I remember when Doug told us that around February/March Sophie and David got antsy, Sophie more than David cuz' she hadn't left, didn't get to recuperate, see her family/friends, whatever.
It's like the halfway point when you're almost done, but not quite,

still don't know what's happening next

miss people so bad it hurts

want a hug that I don't have to ask for
you know that feeling....

Anyways, that's how I feel, now, but I know it'll get better and I'll work at it so it does b/c I promised myself before getting into this that I wouldn't let this place get to me, wouldn't let it make me hateful, not towards myself, or the wonderful people I met here, or my roomie, or anyone else who tends to get the flak when I'm feeling bad...so I'm gonna work it out, and I do feel better now, Now that it's on paper, or electronic paper or whatever. and Nissa was right, I need to sing more and write in my journal more and go to church.

This is the month of my birth, it's the perfect time for change